I’m Not Asking That Much, Just A Tiny Little Wish On My Birthday

Kalau lah dapat this coffee table book ni kan best! Alangkah indahnya!


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I Love Him But He’s Too Handsome For me…

[ This is future? Bwaahahahahahahahah!! yes, Rdiculous is my middle name! ]


[ This is now….Bwahahah! ]

What do you think of him? Handsome sangat kan? Jawdropper tu!  Ini baru tunjuk muka die, belum badan die lagi… Daymn!


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Cheese Crouton with French Onion Soup

Heh, no  i didn’t make any crouton. This entry has no means for the cheese crouton with the french soup onion. the thing its just came across my mind because i watched Saturday Cooks on AFC last night after making dinner. So yeah, just not in the mood to do anything lately. I just want to be isolated. I don’t know why. I have no issue with anyone, maybe because of this stupid hormon changing. Sigh~ i blame u Little Mizz Hormone With Big Impacto!!


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This morning i got a call from my mom. Sounds like this..

Mama : Kakak, bile lagi nak dapat baby? [ my mom call me Kakak  🙂 ]

Me :  [aik? kenape tibe2 je ni? ] Alaaa…tuggu lah ma, takde rezeki lagi.

Mama : Yelah…tapi bile? Mama dah tak saba dah ni. Bulan 6 mama dah retire, bosan lah kalau dok umh tak buat ape2. Mama nak jage cucu…

Me : [adui hai..]  InsyaAllah kalau ade rezeki tahun ni ade lah..kakak pon nk baby jugak..ingat akak tak nak ke?

Mama : Berusaha lah lebih sikit. Air yg abah bagi *ari tu dah minum dah?

Me : [hhmmm…actually i belum minum but i ckp..] Dah minum dah.

Mama : Anak aunty Y nak buat aqiqah utk anak die minggu ni. Dah masuk dua bulan dah pon anak die.

Me: Owh..okay. Good for them. Mama pegi ke?

Mama : Pegi lah kot. Dah dijemput.

Me : Mama ingat lagi tak Kak A? Adik abang R?

Mama : Ingat, kenape?

Me : Kak A pon dah dpat baby. 14 Feb ni buat aqiqah jugak. Name baby die Ryan.

Mama : Owh yeke?? Mama tak tau pon? Mesti comel kan baby die? Nape name baby tu camtu? Kakak nanti jangan dok bagi name camtu. Bagi name elok2 sikit na?

Me : Ha’ah…comel sgt2! Alaaa.. name sebenar baby tu Rayyan, tapi panggil Ryan. Akak nnt nak bagi name anak  __________ kalau lelaki. Kalau baby girl tak tau lagi..

Mama : Iskh..ape pelik sgt? Takde name lain dah ke? Bagilah name Siti Qadija ke..kan sedap tu name tu..

Me : Alaaa..mama ni, cukup2 lah bagi name kat anak-anak mama yg tiga orang ni. Anak kakak, biarlah kakak dapat privilege bagi name pulak. Penat2 + sakit2 lahirkan baby tu..

Mama : [ Laugh Out Loud! ] Yelah-yelah…kakak bagi lah name ape akak nak..*gigling*  Tapi nanti mama panggil die Siti Qadijaaaaaaa.. [dengan gaye seorang nenek main2 ngn cucu..]

Me : [MOTIF???]  Iskh mama nih….


*Air tu adalah air Tasik Dayang Bunting dari Langkawi.  Patut ke minum? I mean, i don’t believe in such thing. But i drink air zam zam yang parents in law bawa dari Mekah.  Hm…..


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The Best Make-Up Brand You Ever Had

“There is none.
For instance, you said “I know it’s probably MAC”. But I happen to HATE that brand as I find that their products work the same for me as other drug store products, and their foundations are not for my skin.

The best brand is the one that YOU like. If that happens to be CoverGirl, then that’s YOUR “best brand”. If you like the brand Make Up For Ever the most, then it’s that one. Nothing is ever going to work the same for everyone.

But even then, there really isn’t a best brand for individuals. I have never bought products solely from one brand, because as a consumer it would be pretty stupid to only choose from one brand. Go to a drug store and swatch products on the back of your hand to see which ones apply nicely. If the shadow you try is chalky, move on to another. If the liner goes on weird, try something else. It’s all about trial and error, regardless of the price or the brand name. I’ve seen plenty of reviews for 40 dollar shadows that get slammed for how chalky they are and terrible reviews for lip sticks that just don’t work. So really, price doesn’t matter, how it WORKS is what you should concern yourself. Ignore the names or the price, try the product out and if you like it buy it if it happens to be in your price range.

“In all reality, you will get what you pay for. if you opt for bargain brands (such as covergirl, maybelline, etc) be prepared for reapplication. These brands work fine, they’re just not as long lasting as say MAC and NARS might be.”

In my 4 or so years of experience with makeup, this is not true. I’ve used MAC shadows, I’ve used LORAC, I’ve used Maybelline and I’ve used CoverGirl. I’ve had expensive shadows that just don’t deliver very well, and my 7 dollar shadows last the same amount of time as my expensive shadows. I’ve actually had worse experiences with MAC than with every drug store product I’ve tried. As I said, it’s NOT the price or the brand, it’s the quality itself. Wearing my L’Oreal and Maybelline shadows, and my 6 dollar mascara and liner, my makeup lasts from 7AM to 3AM the next day. It’s all about how you USE the products. With my oily lids, the price of the product doesn’t matter, the products would still crease. So, all I had to do was find the proper primer method for me.

So, my suggestion is don’t be a makeup snob. Be willing to check out drug store brands and be open to higher end brands. Just remember that with high end brands, you will sometimes be paying mostly for the BRAND, and not the product, and that regardless of price point there will ALWAYS be duds. I’ve found very few drug store duds however, other than stumbling across a chalky shadow or two.”

[Article from The Greatest Make-Up Brand]

Let me leave you all with this…

FYI this equal to 2000USD

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To My Darling Man, The King Of My Heart…

Happy 28th!! (on last 28th december 2009)

I know this is a little too late or wayyyyyyy too late for wish & present. But better late than never..

Happy 28th Birthday!! You’re a year older and wiser now and you know i’ll always look up on you. I ❤ you now, always & forever…

p/s. I hope u like the 6″ tempered black glass top + swivel leather chair. It’s just perfect for your workstation at our love nest. So you can work from home comfortably  😉

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I Love This Song That I Play It Over & Over Again

And the lyrics goes like this…

Have you ever loved someone so much, you’d give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they’re your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm ‘her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
“Daddy look what I made”, Dad’s gotta go catch a plane
“Daddy where’s Mommy? I can’t find Mommy where is she?”
I don’t know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy’s busy
Daddy’s writing a song, this song ain’t gonna write itself
I’ll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who’s a spitting image of her
That’s Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady’s crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady’s rocka-by-baby…

And when I’m gone, just carry on, don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m looking down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing, So baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I’m gone, just carry on, don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m looking down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing, So baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back…

I keep having this dream, I’m pushin’ Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don’t want me to sing
“You’re making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?”
Baby, Daddy ain’t leaving no more, “Daddy you’re lying
“You always say that, you always say this is the last time
“But you ain’t leaving no more, Daddy you’re mine”
She’s piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
“Daddy please, Daddy don’t leave, Daddy – no stop it!”
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It’s got a picture, “this’ll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha’”
I look up, it’s just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin’ walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear ‘em
They’re saying “You’ve got one more chance to do right” – and it’s tonight
Now go out there and show that you love ‘em before it’s too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It’s turns to a stage, they’re gone, and this spotlight is on
And I’m singing…

Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat                                                   The curtain closes, they’re throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They’re screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don’t believe what I’m seeing
“Daddy it’s me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,”
But baby we’re in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
“I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren’t leavin’
“You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
“And I bought you this coin, it says ‘Number One Dad’
“That’s all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
“I get the point – fine, me and Mommy are going”
But baby wait, “it’s too late Dad, you made the choice
“Now go out there and show ‘em that you love ‘em more than us”
That’s what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin’ your name
It’s no wonder you can’t go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn’t see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream “die Shady” and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That’s when I wake up, alarm clock’s ringin’, there’s birds singin’
It’s Spring and Hailie’s outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..


I know know, sucha lame of me for liking Eminem.  But who cares? I love Slim Shady since the day i heard Stan, when i was still in secondary school. It’s the lyrics makes me crazy over him. I just like rap & hip hop & R&B. Im always impressed by people who really can rap! [have you try rapping? It’s not easy to rap you know? You have to really know your words.. try it!]

He’s loving, unique and honest in his song. He wrote so many about his life and how he was brought up and how he don’t want her daughter to have the life he had before. He tried to be the best dad, the number 1 dad for his daughter, Hailie. Hailie is everything to him. I remember once upon a time [when i was still in school, teenage girl], i really really like really really wanted to meet Eminem, to be in his arm and cuddling and and be the queen of his heart. I even hafal all the stuff about him, I watched [of course only from TV, u think my mom would let me go to his concert? hahaha!]/bought every single cd [the original CD tau! tak main lah cetak rompak punye!] & concert vcd of Eminem. Pergh…mmg hard core fan lah mase tu. But bile dah besa sikit, i slow down a bit, thinking that I wont ever gonna meet him face to face, and its far from reality that I’m gonna be his girlfriend, or wife, or the mother of his child… haha! So i move on… And i got a better one, the best husband ever! Who also can rap [in a funny way] about me. LOL~

*Enjoy this song people!

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